Corey's gone

Corey left for Santa Cruz this morning, I already miss him. I don't know if it's being pregnant or if I'm just going thru a stage but I always want him around. If he doesn't get home from work at his normal time I find myself wanting to call and find out when he will be home. I'm already dreading going to bed cause I know sleeping will be difficult and Zoey won't settle if Corey isn't here. He's only gone for 3 days so I know we can handle it.

I think I've felt the baby move a few times, I've been feeling kind of a vibrating or flutter feeling. For the last few mornings I've laid in bed awhile longer to see if I could feel anything and the best way I can explain what I've felt is like gas bubbles, but with no gas to follow. I don't really know if that was the baby or just my imagination but when people ask and I tell them about it they say it's the baby. We find out the sex next month and I can't wait.

The sun has finally made an appearance in socal, I've been enjoying it and really hope the June gloom is gone. My dad set up their pool so I've been spending time over there, it's 8ft round and 4ft deep, perfect for lounging!

The day after we find out the sex I leave for San Diego for 9 days, I have to cut the vacation a day short cause we have a wedding to go to at a winery in Temecula, I'm excited for that as well. Corey will be going to Portland for a week to hang out with friends and skate. I've urged him to take lots of trips before the baby gets here cause once he/she arrives I will need him here. I'm sure I'll miss him then too but the pools, bay, and relaxation will make that easier.